A first novel is a blindfolded step on an unknown path. You can read about journeys made by other writers, hear their talks, check their biographies, but these tasks are only preparation, a packing and checking process before the voyage. My journey is individual, it’s something only I can take, because I’m mining my own experiences.
My novel has two main characters. Phos is a young schoolgirl, desperate to escape from both her physical world and the stagnant future laid out for her. The miller Caliper’s life has been a struggle for affection and romance, a struggle tainting his view of the world. These wants skulked unseen in the dustier parts of my mind, but bringing life to Phos and Caliper clarified the thoughts, and let me become aware of my mistakes. It’s a painful process, but facing the thoughts strengthened me.
Science and technology created a foundation for my novel. There’s a common myth about natural things being better than unnatural ones; disagreeing with this gave me passion to write, inspiring a setting for my opinions. I remember watching the moon landings in the 60’s and 70’s, and marvelling at how strenuous effort led to incredible success, and how stepping outside limits meant we didn’t need to accept limits. If the momentum behind Apollo had continued we might have been better placed to handle the challenges of global warning and the coronavirus.
I’ve enjoyed watching and taking part in drama, from Shakespeare to modern science fiction. I’ve studied drama and literature academically, I’ve directed plays. I’ve analysed what works, and tried to bring this understanding into the novel, using existing storytelling techniques to illuminate my own ideas. New wine in old glasses.
Whether it’s the catharsis of facing unpleasant memories, or handling internal passions, or using skills I’ve learnt, I’ve enjoyed writing this novel more than any other experience. Novel writing has given me purpose and direction. I’ve already started a sequel.